Greetings to the occasionally ugly world.

I have not been blogging since the end of last year.
Nonetheless, been pretty active on Twitter, micro-blogging which is hard to track back.

Nothing much to talk about.
Let's get the conversation with self starting..


After the handing in of FYP report, seemed like everything is done. But, it's not.
I'm trying to gain my motivation and momentum back for school-related work.
That's my responsibility as a student for you.

Clique been pretty into Running Man.
Classmates even played the no. of persons game (?) during break between tutorial. Work-out for our legs, fun bonding much.
And, Saint Agnes & The Burning Train can be played as my bgm for too many moments. At times, I didn't even tried to be Gwang Soo's character. Fine with it, at least it's entertaining.

These days, I haven't been willing to be really get involved with anything.
Yet to figure out the reasoning for self, but probably I'm tired of any sort of drama. Or, selfishly, I want to pay attention for myself more.
And, is there really a need to make effort to gain attention from others? Kind of let it go.

Honestly, was excited (yes, was). Cause, it's awesomely falls on a weekend.
And class ends at late evening, which will be awesome for dinner.
And reunion dinner follows after the actual, even more awesome cause steamboat at ahmama's is a big thumb-up.
But never mind, I'm letting it go. This seemed to happen too often when the date is near, and I kind of dislike celebrations or surprises at current. It's becoming awkward for me to be the host/lead for a bare few hours.
Disclaimer, I feel neutral for all these seemed to be negative emotions. Like what I could coolly say, it's just a day.

I once told; I may regret all these when I grow real old. But, I think I can manage with acceptance towards these regrets. I don't want to have forced memories.
I want some peace, and kindness, and genuine companies.
Who will really think of spending time with you or inviting you to care for your attention?
I could be the common denominator for all I know, the awkward Aquarius. Too much weird aura.


*self cue Saint Agnes & The Burning Train.

January, supposed to be always my awesome month.
But, the beginning of every year, like whoever the they that always say, the start is the always the toughest.
I shall forever work hard, even if I'm #foreveralone.

At the least, and the fact that I kind of like it in my nature, that I'm awkward and weird like that.


Annyeong!